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1st : Saras' 19th :)
3rd: Sean San's 19th :)
7th : Vivonne's 19th :)
8th: AJ's 19th :)
22nd: FutureProof at Camden Barfly, London :)
23rd: Semester 2 Opens!
27th : Afiq's 19th :)

4th: All Time Low, We Are The In Crowd & The Maine w/ Nav at The Forum (Hmv Forum), London.
17th: Ezra's 9th :)

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Super Chin Day :)

Dear Mental,

Yesterday was Tuesday, 6th of September 2011!

It was Super Chin Day :) HAHA. It was for me 'to celebrate and spend time with Chin Xing Tan' after not seeing him for 3 MONTHS since he left London for his Summer break after his AS Levels exams.

Pretty much, it was such an awesome lunch and dessert with Chin :) I missed him a lot so, go figure? HAHA.

We hang out in OU ! So, Chin brought me to this really yummy eating place called the Food Republic! It is new and he recommended me to have the Pepper Lunch ;) HAHA.

Of course, I went for it and the results, the food was DAMN YUMMY! While having lunch we were talking about sitcoms :) How different British sitcoms are compared to American sitcoms!

Then he started about The Office, which was so funny like shizz, then we went all BAZINGA like Sheldon, talked about how depressing Skins make people go even I find it damn awesome :P and all sorts of stuff.

After lunch, Chin took me to Uptown for dessert! Wahoo. :) He told me about Chatime and we went to buy drinks there. He had a Roasted Milk Tea and I had a Strawberry Milkshake and it was heaven :')

Delicious man! HAHA. Nice la Chin! AHAH. Well, he then had to send me home to my Ara house so we talked some more in the car. He is an excellent driver :) I gave him a thumbs up after 5 seconds of his driving! AHHAHAHA. I screamed anyhow. Because I was paranoid ;p As per usual LOL. HAHA. So yeah :)

I gave him a tour of my Ara house and talked about gay cats and kittens. LOL. The subjects we talk about man. At the end of the day, I got a hug from Chin that he owed me since 3 months ago! :') YAY. (Y) But it wasn't for 5 minutes, it was just a short nice one! HAHA. :)

Thanks again Chin for an awesome Super Chin Day :)
See you in London soon!
p/s: Congrats on getting straight A's for your AS Levels exams! :D


Saturday, September 3, 2011

I Give You The Truth and Nothing But The Truth

Dear Mental,

Hi there.

Have you ever felt that you never EVER wanna make the same mistakes again?

Yeah. That is what I am feeling now.

Every time this weird feeling comes out, I just get too freaked out that I'll regret making a choice about it.

I mean, being honest about what you feel is never easy, especially when you feel something for someone.

How do you know if that feeling is real or just an emotional illusion? You know, like an optical illusion perhaps?

Because you think you can see it, but if you blink twice, it's just gone like that. Gone with the wind for that matter.

So maybe I'm just a coward because when it comes to revealing my feelings for someone, it ain't exactly the best thing to do when that someone doesn't feel the same way.

Nevertheless, I am going to just to wait because only time will tell if this feeling is true.

I will be leaving for London next Monday. So let's just see if I can get over this before I leave.

If I don't then, that's a sign. Hopefully, it'll be a good one.

I can never deny the way I feel about you.

Because it's my weakness to deny you, but it's my strength if I admit it because it will show how brave I am for taking a chance on something that might just be an epic disappointment.

So, I hope, with all this bare in mind, I just hope, a sign will come soon.

I just need to know, just need to know, if you're worth waiting for you know?


I will forever remember the things that you did because all those things are the elements that opened my heart to you in the first place.