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At the age where I'm starting to appreciate life more than I ever did compared to when I was back in high school. So, I'd say, give life a chance, and it might just surprise you in all sorts of ways :D

Everybody's Got Me Looking In The Wrong Direction

1st : Saras' 19th :)
3rd: Sean San's 19th :)
7th : Vivonne's 19th :)
8th: AJ's 19th :)
22nd: FutureProof at Camden Barfly, London :)
23rd: Semester 2 Opens!
27th : Afiq's 19th :)

4th: All Time Low, We Are The In Crowd & The Maine w/ Nav at The Forum (Hmv Forum), London.
17th: Ezra's 9th :)

Friday, December 17, 2010

Disaster? I Guess?

Dear Mental,

What's going on with the boys in bands? :O

I mean, Sash's LOVE, Dan Flint just got himself BLONDE hair like a few weeks ago!

And now guess what,

as well
oh god.
I'm still TRYING.. or more like BARELY holding onto my seat when I saw his pics!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Just Don't Panic

Dear Mental,
It's been a WEEK since WE talked.
Is it me or maybe we're just not going to see each other anymore?
I know that I'm making it a big deal, but I never thought of it as a bad thing until a few people actually pointed it out.

"Why didn't you try calling and go out?" "Didn't you try texting?"
After those questions were asked, finally I realised there was like somewhat rather a 'HOLE' in my chest *As quoted by Bella Swan from The Twilight Saga*
So, I'm guessing, I feel empty when you're not around?
Why do I even feel this way about you?
I'd have to admit, having you around was much more, happy? or gleeful?
Oh god. More like I just feel like I don't want you to go away from my sight.
Mother told me, at some point, these were those feelings which I rarely get unless I met someone like you.
YaAllah? Really?
To be honest, you were the FIRST person who actually made me feel this way so badly.
Let's just hope, you're not just another useless bad memory that will be remembered.
I want you to be an unforgettable memory which I would keep wanting to repeat like a photographic memory in my mind.
You were the one who started this scene, so let's not just let the unsaid scripts left hanging.
Maybe,just maybe, one day you'll come back into the picture and add a beautiful caption to it for both of us to remember forever.
Let me remind you, I'll be leaving.
So, if you have anything to say to me, just say it before I leave.
You have 15 DAYS.

'Cause you can't avoid me now, you'll be just fine without me, tell me the stories when I get home.


Maybe It's Time For Reality

Dear Mental,
Found my old old 'Fitness First' book.
I accidentally landed on this particular page which had these 2 particular quotes which I should've and will live by from now.
Since only now, when I read it properly and interpreted it properly then only I can understand fully what both quotes were trying to say.
Sorry, it takes me awhile to understand something. So if you have a problem with that, then I think you better go read some other blogger's blog.
So one of the quotes were;

" What you were then, is what you have become. It is a timeless journey that affirms growing up being a beautiful tragic-comedy."
As quoted from the Malaysian teen dramedy 'Goodbye Boys' creator and director, Bernard Chauly under Red Films Production which also produced Gol & Gincu : The Movie and Gol & Gincu : The Series.
The second beautiful quote that I find IRONICALLY TRUE LITERALLY is;
"Education is our ticket out. Youth is a time when everything seems exaggerated. A slow dance with your girl/boy means everything. People's actions and deeds affect you in a big way."
Of course, the quote was also from the movie 'Goodbye Boys' which starred the famous Malaysian actors, Lisa Surihani and Razif Hashim as the lead female and lead male role.
Okay, haha, I guess I love this movie so much, that I am kinda stuck to it (;
So I guess, that's what I'm trying to say. :) The quote really says, 'TEEN ANGST'! and it LITERALLY speaks on behalf of ALL of US TEENS generally.

Aim For The Stars and You'll Never Be Shot Down

Dear Mental,

Being strong is only an option, not responsibility.
I've been longing for this moment and yet I am afraid to go for it.

Overwhelmed Due To Your Absence From My Life

Dear Mental,

I was just going through my old ancient toy chest which I haven't lay a finger on for like? what 5 years, HAHA. So I found a random notebook that I used to have.
I was so, somehow, OVERWHELMED.
I've never felt this emotionally affected in such a long time.
I think senior year is just always like.
I saw like old pictures of my family and I.
I took all of the pictures with my polaroid camera.
It was worth it.
Seriously, can the end of 2010 get any more emotional?
I guess so.

I've never felt this overwhelmed with life.
So far, life is good, but let's hope it'll be better.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

I Am Outdated To The Max

Dear Mental,

I've officially lost it.
Can I just slap myself any harder?
Post-SPM made ME dull-er than before,
My life is officially boring.
*excluding meeting my LOVELYS and my FAMILY*
My ME time is RUINED.
not everything is as easy as 'A B C'

Aim For The Stars and You'll Never Be Shot Down

Dear Mental,

Being strong is only an option,not responsibility.
At this rate, life's too much to handle.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Stephen Schriner SPAM!

Dear Mental,
Stephen Lawrence Schriner is FTW.
Like, for shizz (;
SPAM begins,

First Things First, he writes awesome songs :)
And sings them awesome-ly (;

TWLOHA! Supported ;)

Doggie day out :)

Current Stephen Schriner (:

Thursday, December 9, 2010

College Am I Ready?

Classes are in session :)
Welcome to Cyprus-Rhodes College :D
Meet the 'GREEKS' :)

Get ready, college's going to be a splash!

When 2 hearts meet, it's just a case of 'He/She loves me' or 'He/She loves me not'

Casey & Cappie
Forever is here :')

Because perfect isn't the word, but perfect timing ;)

Together, we can conquer the world :)
All's fair in love and war!


Wednesday, December 8, 2010

All I Want For Christmas Is...

The Big Bang Theory :)

All please? Who is sweet enough? HAHA, :)


Over and Done With

Dear Mental,
guess what?

I'm done with SPM :)
Insyaallah I'll get 9A+'s !
*crossing my fingers*
So, I am ready to chill and spend time with my family & friends :')
Going to enjoy the last few weeks of 2010!
At last, this year, I'm spending New Years in Malaysia! :')
okay, going to watch BBT! :')